i just realised he looks rather freaky.

HOW are you feeling?

apart from feeling stress from Hell's kitchen I am feeling pretty much quite useless.

I mean for starters- no job and friends, volunteering in a office for a few admin jobs, waiting patiently for a job interview or some sort?

Staying at home for far too long, turns you into a lazy slob. And makes you feel like you can't do anything else or like you aren't good at anything. I suppose once you are out there you get motivated, or pushed or some sort of inspiration taking place.

I wish for a camera,a driving licence and a lesson on good photography skills. Get out there and take take take.