I feel a urge to blog. There is so much to talk about but there is only so much you can share? All things have kind of been mounting up. Emotions and all were just all coming together and clashing at one point. A point where I stopped and thought, why do I have to make myself go through all that? Its only going to make me worst. I hate how i'm kind of complaining about exams even though i'm fortunate it is only one, unlike others who have so much work and revision to do. All my projects are handed in and right now just waiting for the holidays to come forward. I guess maybe I have not been thankful enough. I let my own emotions cloud the feelings I truly feel towards God. I have decided to make a turn in how i feel. I can start to say that van is slowly but surely going back to happy van.

Well apart from all that emotional outburst, Stacey and I attempted to cook pineapple fried rice and it failed terribly.The taste was alright but it was the rice, it was too wet. Sigh. what a disappointment. Oh well there is always another time.