It's been a tough few weeks this month! I am glad it is all well and truly over now. Well apart from one more mini project and a 3000 essay which I have no clear direction for. I need to do some proper planning and reading soon me thinks! I feel like sometimes I don't really understand much and I can't really get much help anyways from my tutor..So in a way I am left in the deep end. I guess we all have to learn and struggle. To be honest I am struggling all the time, I think I am only barely scraping the surface sometimes( but I think this is all in my head). I really pray to God to get rid of this doubt in myself and comparison with others. But I really cannot help it sometimes when I am constantly see other peoples work every week. But anyhows, despite all of that crap. I REALLY REALLY thank god for what he has done for me this entire year so far. He has done amazing things which I never expected and just to see how he has carried me through the many downs of life, mostly work. lol. It's just comforting to know that when you are at stage 0 of your idea/work/project, you know he will be there all the way to bring you to the last stage. So this is just what I am holding onto with my internship situation. I am dying to know what the future entails. Where will I be? Would it be a tough year of learning? Would it be easy breezy? Would it be beneficial? Would I be back in Leeds? In london? In singapore?

Why do we always have to learn the hard way. Just starting to think of if I get this internship at this chocolate company called Desire Du chocolat, it is going to be a tough one having to be there at the office at 9am everyday in LONDON.

You never get satisfied with things as they are. Why are we or rather why am I hardly ever satisfied..But at times I am truly truly satisfied with the simplest things in life..like a hug, a smile, a good chat, the joy of a baby, a thing called ''holiday'', an apple/orange (believe it or not) and many more..such an irony. Bring on the summer!! I would probably be more than satisfied then :D

To leave it on a more positive note! I am going home today!! My parents are currently on the way up now. I am blessed to have my parents come pick me up. :D What's great is that Sonia and Kington will be joining me for home bound too. It is going to be fun and interesting. Hope you guys will enjoy your stay despite having to be on best behaviours and hearing the constant cries of the baby. I apologise in advance.

Praise the Lord for all things good. :D Smile and be happy today!!