It's hard sometimes to listen to others and not let others affect what you feel or think. What is worst is when you ignore your own knowledge of the situation and what you truly feel and hurt that someone. How about if its your own flesh and blood. Do they deserve more of a credit for advice? How many times can one get hurt? Or rather how many times can one hurt others? People say sorry seems to be the hardest word to say. It's not entirely true. It's easy to say sorry but not easy to say it with pure sincerity and meaning. Of course without denying the fact that you should be sorry, cause that will be pure evilness.

Sometimes its hard to listen when God is speaking to you directly and when he might be speaking through others. Since then, I have taken my own initiative to really step closer to God and see what he has in store for me. The daily bread says this : When the earth seems to move under us, let’s be flexible in our expectations but firmly confident in God’s steadfast love and care. Knowing that God's love never ceases is very comforting :D

There is just too much to say about the uncertain future but I know that God will make a way. :D